Vowing To Never Again Get Extremely High On Drugs Because They Make All The Anxiety, Stress, and Neuroses You Use To Define Your Whole Persona Vanish And You'd Rather Avoid That Trauma Than Deal With The Prospect Of A Life Free From Mental Anguish.

from My Own Prison by Stunt Rock

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I said, when I started out, I figured I'd be on a long, narrow, one... one way, dead end road and that's what it was.
(Breakdown baby!)
If by any chance you would make a mistake.
(Breakdown baby!)
If by any chance you would make a mistake.
(Breakdown baby!)
You will die. You will die.
If by any chance you would make a mistake.
You will die. You will die.

This panic attack does not stop, it is nonstop, it does not stop. There is no end to it, it does not end at any point in time.

If by any chance you would make a mistake.
(The non-existent self-esteem.)
If by any chance you would make a mistake.
(The intense depression.)
If by any chance you would make a mistake.
(Suicide attempts, the anxiety, the fear.)
You will die. You will die.
You will die. You will die.
(Um, I had other self-injurious behaviors, I had this profound emptiness)

This panic attack does not stop, it is nonstop, it does not stop... it is nonstop, it does not stop. There is no end to it, it does not end. It is nonstop, it does not stop. There is no end to it, it does not end. It is nonstop, it does not stop. There is no end to it, it does not end. It is nonstop, it does not stop. There is no end to it, it does not end. It is nonstop, it does not stop. There is no end to it, it does not end. It is nonstop, it does not stop. There is no point in time that it even starts to stop.

I hope you'll be okay, it'll be alright. Just, hold on, the faith is still there okay?

A'ight I got a lot of faith.

I see you when we get back upstairs, okay?

credits

from My Own Prison, released April 1, 2021
Mastered by Michael Wenz (wenzmastering.com)

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