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My Own Prison

by Stunt Rock

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Sam H
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Sam H Because Soundedit of course.
Charles Choc Jr.
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Charles Choc Jr. I love the bass bits, the sad bits, the stressed bits, and the percussive bits.

Thank you for releasing this. It is somber and lovely.

Don't mind Dan. He's a bit of a Catch-yUo-Next-Tuesday. Favorite track: Vowing To Never Again Get Extremely High On Drugs Because They Make All The Anxiety, Stress, and Neuroses You Use To Define Your Whole Persona Vanish And You'd Rather Avoid That Trauma Than Deal With The Prospect Of A Life Free From Mental Anguish..
Doormouse
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Doormouse WHAT THAA FUCK BRO U SAID IT WAS GONNA BE GOOD
Favorite track: Settling On A "Find Your Bliss" Decal For Your Workplace Water Bottle Because It Was Easier To Find Than A More Accurate "Find Yourself Trapped in Debt, Emotionally Stilted, and Suffering From Unconquerable Substance Abuse Issues" Decal..
feedhead
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feedhead personal, exhausting and psychotic. My ears feel violated in the best way possible.
Pulse Daemon
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Pulse Daemon just wanna emphazise that Daniel Martin is a fraud! Favorite track: Settling On A "Find Your Bliss" Decal For Your Workplace Water Bottle Because It Was Easier To Find Than A More Accurate "Find Yourself Trapped in Debt, Emotionally Stilted, and Suffering From Unconquerable Substance Abuse Issues" Decal..
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You ever... thought about... what it's going to be like? Yea... What do you conclude? Well I don't like the part where... See I read the process that goes through and when they stop you from breathing... but inside your mind is still alive even though you supposed to be asleep. (Yeah?) And I wonder about that. (Yeah?) But you already paralyzed, and what's happening is you suffocating (Yeah), and you trying to get a breath (Yeah), but inside your mind is still alive even though you supposed be asleep (Yeah), and I wonder about that (Yeah). But inside your mind is still alive even though you supposed be asleep (Yeah), and I wonder about that (Yeah). But inside your mind is still alive even though you supposed be asleep (Yeah), and I wonder about that (Yeah). Ha...ha...hahahah really well they say in the paper, they say in the paper where people take deep breaths. But you already paralyzed, and what's happening is you suffoc... you suffocating (Yeah), and you trying to get a breath (Yeah). They ain't gotta stop my breath first, really if I'm gonna suffocate! And you paralyzed so it won't look violent, but inside your mind is still alive even though you supposed be asleep (Yeah), and I wonder about that... that's gonna be a trip. But inside your mind is still alive even though you supposed be asleep (Yeah), and I wonder about that (Yeah). But inside your mind is still alive even though you supposed be asleep (Yeah), and I wonder about that (Yeah). But inside your mind is still alive even though you supposed be asleep (Yeah), and I wonder about that (Yeah). But inside your mind is still alive even though you supposed be asleep (Yeah), and I wonder about that (Yeah). But inside your mind is still alive even though you supposed be asleep (Yeah), and I wonder about that (Yeah). But inside your mind is still alive even though you supposed be asleep (Yeah), and I wonder about that... that... that's gonna be a trip (Yeah).
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I said, when I started out, I figured I'd be on a long, narrow, one... one way, dead end road and that's what it was. (Breakdown baby!) If by any chance you would make a mistake. (Breakdown baby!) If by any chance you would make a mistake. (Breakdown baby!) You will die. You will die. If by any chance you would make a mistake. You will die. You will die. This panic attack does not stop, it is nonstop, it does not stop. There is no end to it, it does not end at any point in time. If by any chance you would make a mistake. (The non-existent self-esteem.) If by any chance you would make a mistake. (The intense depression.) If by any chance you would make a mistake. (Suicide attempts, the anxiety, the fear.) You will die. You will die. You will die. You will die. (Um, I had other self-injurious behaviors, I had this profound emptiness) This panic attack does not stop, it is nonstop, it does not stop... it is nonstop, it does not stop. There is no end to it, it does not end. It is nonstop, it does not stop. There is no end to it, it does not end. It is nonstop, it does not stop. There is no end to it, it does not end. It is nonstop, it does not stop. There is no end to it, it does not end. It is nonstop, it does not stop. There is no end to it, it does not end. It is nonstop, it does not stop. There is no point in time that it even starts to stop. I hope you'll be okay, it'll be alright. Just, hold on, the faith is still there okay? A'ight I got a lot of faith. I see you when we get back upstairs, okay?

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BORNDEAD03

Recorded December 2020 through March 2021 in Lake Geneva, Wisconsin by Stunt Rock after yet another long period of great personal tumult, creative exhaustion and psychic rebirth.

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released April 1, 2021

Mastered March 2021 by Michael Wenz.

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